The pain continues on.
For the next two days I’m still suffering from the labor,I never knew that anyone could actually vomit from pain, but I am vomiting from the pain and every time the labor pains come I feel as though my back is going to break, I think he’s pushing his feet on my spine I have no idea what’s going on and the drugs are not helping and they can’t give me anything stronger because it will affect the baby.
My doctor comes in and he can hear my baby’s heart rate slowing down and does a C-section immediatly.I’ve been screaming fo two days now to get it out of me, the nurse gives me a look like there’s something wrong with me for calling the baby it, but I can’t help it, I feel like I’m being killed slowly.
Uh,he’s finally come out, Oh thank God. I can hear them cleaning him up and trying to get him to cry, I wait I hear nothing I think to myself that too long a time is passing by and then suddenly I hear him, I hear my baby boy crying, Oh my God what a relief I can hear my baby’s raspy voice. Jesus it sound like a munchkin version of his father’s voice.
The Doctors can see I’m in too much pain to hold my son, so they hand him to my mother and I say OMG he’s a human peach in my voice that sounds like a half-broken whisper.
I can hear a nurse saying he’s nine pounds and eight ounces.
And the pain continues.
Christine. E 