Joel Osteen. In God we trust.

I went out tonight to see Joel Osteen in Miami.

I have to say that he say’s things that really stick with me, I’m sure he has the same impact on others too’.

Well anyway, trust was not the topic, but some things he said made trust issues with God come to mind for me and I did realize that I guess I do in fact have at my core trust issues with God. I mean if I feel confident that there is an afterlife would I cry or be as depressed as I get from time to time, well, more than time to time I think it’s there always only I don’t always show it.

I had a dream about my Cody a few nights ago and he told me that he’s alive and after three days God woke him up and he’s fine.

There were a million signs of an afterlife for me, but we as people tend to write it off with some sort of logical explination even though I claim myself as being a spiritual person. Hmm, maybe I’m a bit of a hypocrit. I think for the next few days I’m going to work on thinking about all this and then work on my trust issues.